Luxor4care

What is Luxor4care? It is a charity that supports orphanages and disabled children in Egypt. It was founded after members of the Luxor4U internet forum discovered that children live under terrible conditions in the middle of this extremely popular tourist town.

it is important to emphazise that the staff in these orphanages and the children's parents do their best but they don't have the resources to fill their childrens needs.

It makes us very happy to know that a small effort can make a huge difference in a child's life. It is possible to support luxor4care through donations, sponsorship, or simply by spreading the news!

Please visit the website: www.luxor4care.org and read more about what we have achieved and what we plan to do in the future.

(This blog is an open forum dedicated to children. Author's opinions may differ from the ones of Luxor 4 care.

Sparrow's nest (On abortion)

This happened when I was a child. I was playing in the forest with a boy of same age. After a while we found a sparrows nest in a tree. We stood under the nest looking up at it. We saw the birds close by, but they kept a distance as long as we stood there.
Then my friend decided he wanted to climb up to look into the nest. He did. He toughed the nest. Told me the eggs felt warm, he asked me: Do you want to see?
I did. He brought me the egg and I closed my hand very carefully around it. He was right. It was warm. "Take it back" I said and wanted to give him the egg. But instead he squeezed my hand. I cried out. I felt the egg crush in my hand.
I opened it and saw a tiny naked bird. It moved a little. and I could see it's hart beat beneath the pink skin. I cried and cried. In the end he took it and threw it in the creek.
I am not against abortion. But it's certainly nothing for me.

Childhood Memories that hurts 1

Most of us have a lot of memories from our childhood. Happy memories, beautiful pictures from the past. But not all memories are so joyful.
Do you have any memories that really hurts? Something you prefer not to think about?
I have two.
The first one is about my father. I was my fathers princess. He taught me a lot and shared everything with me... Took me places. One day he made fun of me. It took me a while to understand what he did... Then I raged. I was just so dissapointed and angry.
The second memory i want to share with you is somewhat more serious. I think I was five years old. I was certainly not in school yet. Our nearest neighbour had three sons, all of them older than me. We were in a friends' playhouse in the garden. First they were sort of playing doctor with my friend, we were same age. Taking her trousers off , looking down her panties et cetera. I remember she giggled.
Then it was my turn.
The two younger ones held my arms and legs. The eldest one sat between my legs. Then it happened. What I don't want to remember. I think I screamed. And I remember bleeding in the toilet after. I was so scared.
Still, almost 25 years later, I remember. I see him once in a while. I think about it every time. A childs' wounds heals very slowly sometimes.

...And then he went back home...

I once went to a clairvoyant healer... During our session she suddenly said: We are not alone here, you have a brother who follows you, he is tall and blonde with curly hair...And I said: That's right, I have a brother, he is 22, tall and blonde.She laughed... Not him, you have a brother who was supposed to be born two years after him. His name is Elias. But he is with you, close to you. He watces over you. He grew up in heaven or, as we say, the other side... He is really radiant. Loving soul. You are lucky, she said.I asked my mum. Her face was really funny... We had a match; She had an abortion two years after my brother was born. He was concieved... And then he went back home. Changed his mind. Was not ready.Two years later I visited a second clairvoyant. She is channeling. She said: You have a brother who is watching over you. And he allows me to tell you a secret; He will come back to the earth - as your son.
Wonderful news! Welcome back Elias - I love you already.

A letter to my unborn children!

Dear loved ones,

I think there are three of you, Dear children, I hope you are all right and that all is going according to our plan.

I know you are preparing, and i am preparing too. I am trying to make the best possible environment for you to grow, unfold, and fill your potentials.

I am so exited! My tears well up when I think about how much I already love you. It will be the three greatest moments in my life - when I hold each one of you in my arms for the first time.

There are three promises I want to give you: You will be allowed to be who you are. You will always be loved. And your life will never ever be boring!!

Lots of love - Your mummy!